27 November 2009
A simple question : What am i to you?
The way you treat me sometimes
Still you don't get it sometimes, you don't really feel the pain i feel
The way you talk to me sometimes
Still you don't get it sometimes, you don't really think how i felt when you were like that
The attitude you give me
Still you don't get it sometimes, you don't really know how helpless and scared i'm.
You just don't get what i mean when i told you.
If i show how i feel, i'm wrong
If i don't, i feel so hurt that you don't really care
16 November 2009
At times, i still feel insecure, I'm always just seeing the surface of it
I can see something is wrong but i don't know what is it and i can't find out
I fear it's me again, i'm just so afraid that i did something wrong again
Thinking actually what is happening deep down inside is really making me go insane
I admit, sometimes i don't know if i still can trust what is said anyone
Those answers once given to me just contradicts with what i have seen or heard
Not once, twice or trice, just that many times, maybe just too much for me to bare
Maybe it still isn't clear why
I was only againts one at the start, because of the way of talking, a joke may it be
But after what i seen for the other
The world just seem to cave down on me
Because i know what said this time wasn't a joke anymore
I told myself i didn't see anything and just move on
But since you really wanted to know, there is it.
I told you what i wished a couple of times
I didn't say want because i thought you would understand why
But you didn't really understood why till moment
I simply want you not to talk to them like that.
Thats all i really want and i'm contented if you just did that.
If you really want to talk about this still,
promise me it will not affect your emotions.
i love you baby ♥
08 November 2009
My happiness lies in your hands
Decide what you want to do with it
May it be given or not
May i be happier or not
(: ..
01 November 2009
i wish that only i'm the one
i wish that only i'm your main concern
i wish that only i can receive all your love
i wish that only i can hear such sweet things
i wish that only i can be your everything
i'm that selfish but am i wrong? ..
31 October 2009
What is happening now? ..
What would happen next? ..
What will we be off next time? ..
